Forgiveness feels so good to give,
So how come I give it to you
And still feel terrible?
Sometimes, I want to break down
But instead I keep on walking
And Sometimes I want to go back,
In my mind
But instead, I choose to keep track of time.
I wish I’d never of seen
Some of the thing’s I’ve seen.
I wish I’d never of felt,
Some of the things you gave.
Cause then I’d still be who I was before you.
But then maybe i’d of been somebody else’s fool.
Walking out on you
Was one of the worst things i’ve ever had to do
And for a long time after
I was still doing it everyday.
Waiting for God, or the heavens to say
That they had finally released me of
This ache,
These chains
This numbness in my brain.
It was something I had to go through