i feel alone
I am detatched
at one with the cold.
Cast my mind away from you
and hope to god
i can stay away from you
and i can't believe
that it ends here
and i can't believe
you're no longer here
And you were part of me
That now i leave behind
And i get bored of my own thoughts
asking me where i go from here
wondering where the road goes now
it all seems so cliche
and tiresome.
If i could feel,
Maybe i'd express
And if I could speak
Maybe I would grieve.
You holding my face
and kneeling to me
And trying, so hard
to talk sense into me.
So now Im staying doing nothing
Neither going back, nor forth
There was no drama
No grand reprise,
Just a half hearted
slamming of some door.
Everyones waiting
for me to hit the roof
And you're just waiting
For me to go back to loving you
So you can tell me no
So you can go back home
And feel like you won this time round