Staying doing nothing

i feel alone

I am detatched

at one with the cold.

Cast my mind away from you

and hope to god

i can stay away from you



and i can't believe

that it ends here

and i can't believe

you're no longer here

And you were part of me

That now i leave behind



And i get bored of my own thoughts

asking me where i go from here

wondering where the road goes now

it all seems so cliche

and tiresome.



If i could feel,

Maybe i'd express

And if I could speak

Maybe I would grieve.

You holding my face

and kneeling to me

And trying, so hard

to talk sense into me.



So now Im staying doing nothing

Neither going back, nor forth

There was no drama

No grand reprise,

Just a half hearted

slamming of some door.



Everyones waiting

for me to hit the roof

And you're just waiting

For me to go back to loving you

So you can tell me no

So you can go back home

And feel like you won this time round

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