Courage



You have left me, in a deep despair

Love held little concept to me

Before I found in your eyes

A passage to a strange and introverted life

Is that what love is?

Going so far inside yourself

You fear you may never come out alive



And one day, when they leave you

The curtain - ripped back

You stand, in front of an audience

Stunned, and silent - yourself.



My mind reels, my tongue preludes

Patterns of thought, that I can’t understand

Foreign and terrible jargon

That I know

Has always been within me.

You have woken something in me

So different to the body I see everyday

Its image, if it had one, would not be that

Of a small, pale girl

With amber hair.



And because of this, I don’t know myself

I touch a body that feels like somebody else.

And roam the corners of my room

Trying to find

The courage to fight.

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