Mother, I am a horrible daughter
Bringing pain to your window.
Holding you just close enough
And whispering ugliness in your ear.
Letting you know of my sorrow
And letting you see my tears
Then hiding away
And pushing you
If you come one too near
I do it to you on purpose
(why do I do it on purpose?)
I don’t know who am I
Or where I stand
And I have no one to turn to.
Someday you will be gone
And it will be me and my brother
Who no longer speak to one-another.
I have created this monster.