Oh it’s been
Such a long time coming
Walking on egg shells
I have become
Someone I never met before
The hum-drum of normality
I silenced a personality inside me
I can’t look at this as
You leaving me
I must look at this as
Freedom given to me
Cause now I don’t need to hide
Am I finally done with wasting my life?
I think I am,
I think I can
I feel a thickened smoke recovering
A white open space.
Infatuation muffled me
In retrospect your sadistic heart
Complicated me
You encouraged the self-harmer
That riddles me
How can hate so easily disguise itself as love?
How can sleeping with a vulture
Give someone what they want?
I can’t understand the philosophy
I can’t comprehend the ideology
But I do know that somehow
I’ll be okay
This ache that I feel
Will become part
Of yesterday
heh... I wouldn't even THINK about this abusive stuff if I was you... I'd forget them faster than light itself...
I like the images used in this though... the line including the vultures and stuff... really gives a good idea of what was going on.
and yea you're right... the ache will become nothing more than a part of the past.