Murderer



There’s an atmosphere in this house

I’m sure in there, you can feel it too.

It’s the sound of unspoken words

A woman’s mistakes, while still a girl.

I think you hate it too .

Alive but unborn, you sit inside me.

While my boyfriend hides from me.

And while my father does the dishes

I hear him crying

Over me.



I put my hand on my stomach.

I put my boyfriends hand there too

And he says he doesn’t believe in you

But I do

But what I need to ask you

Is will you forgive me

For what I’m going to do.



I need to tell you, it wasn’t my choice.

I had to listen to a responsible voice

That says this world is not fit for you

That the life you’d have

Is not good enough for you.

I’m trying to do what’s best for you.



And the protestors say that I’m taking a life.

But put them in my shoes

And what would they decide?

I’m walking to the building

I hear them shout at me

That If I walk through that door

A murderer is all I’ll be.

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