I am not

My heart ain't up for debate these days, 

Your calls sometimes go unanswered

My foot stays on the ground, where I said it would be,

And I wait for you to throw your hands up

 

And say this is hard work,

That it's the kind you won't put in,

And when you do boy, when ya do

I'll breath a sigh of relief.

 

Cause;I am not a digit in your mobile phone 

I am not a bank service, I am not a food hall,

I am not just a mouth worth kissing, 

When I speak then you ain't listening

I am not just someone you can call, 

When your finally home and feelin bored

 

And Anne Frank said it right, 

Bless her soul my lord,

when she said regret is stronger than gratitude

And im not here for that kind of attitude

 

You think I  forget but I remember, 

You think I let go, but I keep holding on,

You think you get away with it, 

But I see every single move, 

You think you can go to confession

And all your sins forgiven 

But honey,

thats not the life Im living!

 

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