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Tonight I want to write you,

I want to unleash all the pain

Of the past 2 and a half years

Onto your ears, your mind, your heart.

I want to tell you of how

Hard it's been to never want to see you again

And at the same time miss you

And feel sad for everything that we had

And everything we lost.

I want to cry on your shoulder,

And pound my fist on your chest,

Like a child in a rage

I want to tell you how afraid I have been

Of facing all my fears alone,

And how my days have been spent

In dead end jobs,

And how my nights have been spent

In bed with boys, who did not know me.

And did not call me when they were gone.

I want to tell you how I have trouble

Getting to sleep at night

And an even harder time waking up.

Putting a fake smile on,

And partying on a weekend,

With people I call friends,

But who are strangers.

Instead I put my pen down,

And write it all on here.