Whenever I cry
Whenever I bleed
Whenever I lie
Whenever I am invited to a party
That I shouldn't be at
Sat in the corner
Like an ignored teenager .
Whenever I am walking home alone
Feeling numb
Feeling unwanted
Whenever I am at home
Shunning everyone,
Whenever I am high
Whenever I am drunk
Whenever I am in the arms
Of someone
Someone I don't feel for
Someone I don't love
''This is all your fault''
Is all I can think of
Looking Back
If I had the option
to do it again
I'd increase the numbr
of choices and make
better ones, but
I would not have
been able to make
better choices
without lots
of choices.
.
Stella L. Crews
01-03-16
430p