Remember

Please remember me

Not for the 4am arguments,

Where you told me that you were no good,

That you did not have the capacity to love

And that you were incapable of trust,

And not for the fights where you would

Stand outside my work place in tears

Over your mother,

over your brother

And not for the times when I called the police

Please remember me

As the caring, passionate lover

Who urged you to purge your self-hatred

And chase away your shadows

That have followed you from your childhood

And told you

''you're nothing''.

When you have always been something.

Please remember me,

As the woman who told you

That you are a tender person,

Who's kisses are gentle, and sweet,

And that your body, when met with mine

has the power to melt me.

And that you are worth more than the dust

That you sell your soul for,

That you deserve to be adored,

That's what I loved you for.

 

 

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