Oh darling I can’t win for losing,
I always come last in your games
I say that I'll try keep my distance
Then I'm begging your time all the same.
Well I used to hold my head up high,
And I’d laugh at fools in love.
Now you give me an inch and i take a mile
But these miles are never enough.
I see all of your friends think I’m crazy,
I can see people laugh at my pain’.
When you pull me close enough to feel-
Then you tell me to just go away.
You are the number one performer,
You are the master of this zoo’
And I hate myself for taking orders
And simply for loving you.
Well tell all your friends I am crazy'
And tell them it's all just a joke'
Cause one day I will rise like a pheonix
And you'll just be ashes,
and smoke!