where has my fire gone?
seven days without my first love
I've neglected to seek Him
neglected to speak to Him
forsaken my loving companion
my king and my friend
outside, the words of my mouth
make me radical
but inside I'm watching
my spirit sees
the cries and the pleas
sparkle in my eyes
but I'm lost, covered in the lies
I'm slowly drifting away
and I can't breathe
my pride keeps me from praying
but i'm dying, trying
to keep from swaying
I've lost my step
I'm going to drown
it seems too late to turn around
but I know He's there
filled with care
He's longing to embrace me
yearning to replace
my apathy with passion
and my hate with compassion
But I've neglected my God
neglected His joy
He never neglects me...
He's so wonderful
so patient and enduring
so comforting
and so full of peace
If I could just utter a word...
Christ was neglected
and rejected
all for me, all for you
so why can't we see?
the pain that fills His heart
when our fellowship is torn apart
I just want to get back...
get back to my first love
I must run with all I have
to Heaven above..
but wait..
I don't need to move
He's met me where I'm at.