is this what they said it was going to be like?
life in the womb of a mother who doesn't care
stuck in the paths of an abusive marriage...
the husband and wife, my parents...
sifting through a family where
you gotta shave your hair
just to get noticed...
tangled
mangled
in this toil of life
in this wreck we call earth
I need to escape... to be free
from this strife... and
to ignite the spirit dead inside
because I'm running on empty
I'm lonely and worn
exhausted and torn
I don't want to hide
anymore...
crying out
falling down
suddenly my frown
disappears
as the people burst into cheers
lifting my eyes toward the sky
I see the Most High
coming down in all His glory
He takes me hand and we are off
floating upwards
into His embrace
I'm finally safe
leaving the cruel world behind
free from the bind
it once had on me...
Now filled with hope, with joy, and peace
My eyes have been opened to the truth...
God always accepted me...
He made me exactly the way I am
It's not a sham...
It's the truth...
His love spreads out like a blanket of smoke
From birth to death...
His eyes never left me...
I cannot
I will not
ever go back
There's a longing in your stomach
an emptiness, something you lack...
it won't go away...
what it is, you can't quite say
I know...I have found it...
There is something you need more than life...
You need
A relationship...
a companionship
with the Lord
The very Giver of life itself
Don't delay...
Today is the day
of SALVATION!!