I guess I was over trying,
I cared way too much about how
you were being treated.
I actually ended up shorting myself.
Everything I said or did,
was to try to make you feel comfortable.
I guess that fell short too.
I should have been myself
and then let you judge me
overall.
I just wanted to be likable.
But there's not much to like,
if I'm not being myself.
I was too timid,
I was too sharp.
I never showed you me.
I guess I didn't warm up
to you like I thought.
I never joked, or teased,
or made you laugh.
I was too serious.
Ironically I am hardly serious,
except with you.
I wish you had a chance to
see the humorous side of me.