There is going to be a crossroads ahead.
I know it and she knows it.
However good it can be at times,
there are a lot more negative conotations.
You think she would try to keep it together,
keep us closer.
I don't know.
She seems to care more about
how she feels 100% of the time.
Everything is about her now.
And how I messed up her life.
Her "I love yous" falls
on deaf ears.
There's not much love in what she
does or me,
or how she treats me.
I can't think of the last time,
where we had one day without
her yelling at me.
Not one.
This path can only continue for so long.
And when I get to that fork,
I might just walk off into the sunset alone.