I see it now,
this unhealthy thing we have.
Sure it's a desire,
but to what end?
I lose sleep over nothing.
Nothing is going to happen anyways.
Regardless of what I want.
My writing has been obsessed with you.
I need to change course.
My writing needs to matter,
and this topic is
beating a dead horse.
It's time to move on and
start creating other stories and topics.
Like I used to.