I might have written this before,
but who cares?
I have a fire inside of me,
my hands shake.
My nerves are a wreck right now.
Why?
Because of the thought of you.
I know this could never be,
not ever.
And that's ok.
But my passion is for you,
at least right now.
It has been for sometime.
But I stay silent,
because I should.
But when I open the flood gates,
everything pours out at me at once.
It overwhelms me,
and my heart races.
I have this intense feeling
inside that just wants you.
This passion I have,
doesnt exist for anyone else.
And I don;t know why.
I have been with others before,
liked others, loved others,
having a woman's touch,
but not yours.
But here I sit confessing this
absolute stirring inside of me.
My hands can't even type without
making a mistake because my fingers move
too quickly.
Why is there such a passion for you,
when I will never have you?
I will never have the feel of your skin
or the smile of your face.
But this feeling exists only for you,
and no one else.
My emotions are a bit much today,
but at least my trembling has stopped.
I have let them out.
Hopefully you are still here,
after you read this.