Emotions Unbecoming

 

I might have written this before, 

but who cares?

 

I have a fire inside of me,

my hands shake.

My nerves are a wreck right now.

 

Why?

Because of the thought of you. 

 

I know this could never be, 

not ever. 

 

And that's ok.

 

But my passion is for you,

at least right now. 

 

It has been for sometime. 

But I stay silent, 

because I should.

 

But when I open the flood gates,

everything pours out at me at once.

 

It overwhelms me, 

and my heart races.

 

I have this intense feeling

inside that just wants you.

 

This passion I have, 

doesnt exist for anyone else.

 

And I don;t know why.

 

I have been with others before,

liked others, loved others,

having a woman's touch, 

but not yours.

 

But here I sit confessing this

absolute stirring inside of me.

 

My hands can't even type without

making a mistake because my fingers move

too quickly. 

 

Why is there such a passion for you, 

when I will never have you?

 

I will never have the feel of your skin

or the smile of your face. 

 

But this feeling exists only for you,

and no one else. 

 

My emotions are a bit much today, 

but at least my trembling has stopped. 

 

I have let them out. 

 

Hopefully you are still here,

after you read this. 

 

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