For Good

 

 

My mind has come to rest,

for the first time,

in a very long time.

 

You open my pandora's box,

you released me like no other.

 

The chaos,

and turmoil inside

has finally come out.

 

But I hope it wasn't too much,

I don't want to you leave,

not now.

Not ever.

 

I know I am still a mess,

and I need to work things out.

 

I realize I have not changed that much,

and I don't know if that's a good thing or not.

 

I had to hide myself away,

I couldn't be free, 

as I was with you.

 

I didn't know that I had done that.

I knew I would have to sacrifice,

but not to that extent. 

 

I held back for so long, 

but I don't know how to be myself still.

 

I don't know how much of 'me'

others can take.

 

But I'm tired of hiding,

I don't want to be something 

I am not.

 

I'm tired of being hidden away.

I want to stay out for good.

 

 

 

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