If I looked in the mirror,
I would see the definition of the word.
I don't deserve you,
even whatever part you give me.
I don't deserve your time
or even your thoughts.
I should be greatful for you,
coming back.
Letting me back in.
You have a life too,
and you should have
time for yourself.
But I will be nothing
but a drain to you.
If you give me an inch,
I will want a mile.
If you give me part of yourself,
I will only ask for more.
If you tease me,
I will not stop you.
I ask for more
when I know you can't
I seek attention
when I shouldn't.
I should be content.
And I don't want to be
a problem to you again.
I wish I cound just be satisfied
without being so selfish.