I don't deserve you,
No, really.
I don't.
Not even what we have now.
I feel so terribly guilty,
that I left you without even a goodbye.
I didn't even give you a second glance,
not in that moment.
I still cared, but I wouldn't say it.
Why are you here?
You waited for me?
After everything I caused?
Everything I put you through?
And yet I feel your trust,
your freindship,
you.
Everything as before,
I feel it again.
A trust I shouldn't have,
A trust I should not take lightly,
not again.
You are too good for me,
I owe you everything.