you look at me
but you don't see
what I strive to be
I try to be the best
or at least better than the rest
but I always seem to fail your tests
no it's not cause I'm dumb
and stop calling me a lazy bum
I'm just tired of this,I'm done
you were always on the run
we never had time for fun
but you did know some funny puns
what I'm trying to say
is that even though you were my mom
you were never really my mother
yo weren't ever around
you hated being home
and you really hated being alone
but that didn't matter to you
when you had places to go
you would leave me to stay home alone
you know like a good little girl does
watch the animals and walk the dogs
damn it seems like I was your servant
or your housekeeper but never
not once did you treat me with respect
or dignity and never as your daughter
sometimes I wonder if I'm even yours
or maybe your actions are because you didn't want me
either way all I seem to do is get in your way
and this is why I must go far away