why is there so much pain
I can't understand why
why me
why now
why this
HOW!?!
if you don't understand then listen
it wasn't you, it never was
I just couldn't take the pain
you are strong, I am not
the voices guide me now
please don't be afraid
I still love you
I just can't stay here any longer
I must leave this place
I must leave the pain
soon I will be better
I will no longer cry
there will be no more sadness
it will all end
it may be hard at first
but you'll understand
you will know why I did this
and why I cried
and remember that it wasn't you it was me
who had to die