It's crazy being me
a person who just fucks up
I know you can't see
or even begin to believe
in me
but it't not the way I want to be
if someone could only see
how much I hate being me
how could you love yourself
how could you live with yourself
when everyday
in every way
you cause problems for the ones you love
how could you not hate yourself
as I do
I wanna be perfect
I want to be fixed
why can't I
it's too painful
I'm broken
and I wanna fix me
I wanna stop the pain
won't someone to save me
if that's even possible