falling into a familiar pattern
cigar smoke
and barstools
new hearts to break
old ones still trying to mend
a crowded room
of faces I've seen before
thru intoxicated eyes
forgive me
if I forget you by morning
I have other fish to fry
impoverished by my own
insecurities
deprived by my own mind
standing still in time
going to places forgotten
in my mind
stamped with denial
skewed on the floor
intersecting memories
knocking on my door
lurking in my shadows
are skeletons
I thought I dissembled
but here they stand
haunting me
calling out my name
whispering my shames
one by one by one
by one