you tear me down
into nothingness
your eyes always stare
you blame me for
so many things
i wonder what your doing here
its cold outside
turn out the lights
and hold me while i weep
i cannot take the wind on
my face
its too chilly
here for me
chapped lips
and watery eyes
my skin
feel like leather
i want to cry
i want to laugh
i cant seem to find what
i been looking for
so i wander in the snow
through the hills
of my guilt
and the things that have
defeated me
for all of my life
i ask my winter god
to show me the way
to help find happiness
i know dwells somewhere
in all this dark
cold
lonliness....