I've got another drink
in my cold hand
seems like I am
here too often
laughing
joking
smoking
toking on too much
of everything
forgetting more
than I am remembering
tap tap
testing
testing one..two...three
can anyone in this
rescue me?
I'm running way too fast
not looking around
at what surrounds me
but have been on this path before
not knowing where I'm headed
unable to recall where I've been
with the wind calmly blowing
its a quiet before the storm
or its the peace right after
I cant exactly say yet
the sun is still glowing
with the moon slowly rising
behind me
displaying the shadows of the past
and the horizon up ahead
thoughts run through my
throbbing head
another shot in my hand
running fast
my feet cant stop
for miles
for miles
time is a ticking clock
and I'm so cautious
when I know I should just
live
untrusting
unable to believe
unable to give