it's hard
I know
to go through
these times alone
your face is so beautiful
I hate to see it hurt
searching for answers
of why and
when your loneliness
will end
I have stretched my hand
to you
time and time
again
I love you
I know in your
own way you
love me too
I have never doubted it
even with your lips
pressed against another
more so when my bed was full
and not with you
your name on my phone
I've missed seeing it
flashing your name
two days is two too long
the feelings are still the same
I held your hand
soaked in your tears
felt the warm of your breath
on my neck
I didn't want to go
to leave you all alone
but I had no choice
you didn't either
so the candlelight surrounded
us once again
and your fingertips
caressed my lips
tears fell silently
blinding me
I try and walk away
only to stumble
you smile and say
everything will be okay
my hair is wet
you always liked the scent
you say
we should do this more often
I agree
so why is there a gap between us
the size of a canyon?
you
clinging to a love you can't be true with
me
pretending you don't exist
its killing me
the painted smiles
the lifeless hugs
nice to see you again
its been a while
I hide my tears
the size of crocodiles
I don't know if I can
do this dance much longer
you have embeded a place
in my heart
always
but
the music is fading away
into the distance
and I might just keep on walking
then what will you do
until we met again...