Unhuman me
I dont know who I am anymore
when I look into the mirror I see a stranger
wrapped in hypocrcy turning into this unhuman me
looking for my intentions
and the reasons for my deceptions
cold dark eyes stare back me
who am I?
What have I done?
How can I live with myself and what I've become
all this work destroyed for some timeless fun.
cold black eyes accussing me
I know what you done
you cannot deny
your living your life but it's a lie
a facade of what you want people to see
thats what this mirror sings to me
stumbling over my words has seemenly decreased
the lies roll from my tounge now with such ease
I hide from those who I cannot face
afraid they will sense how I've been displaced
I know they wonder
"where is my friend"
how can I tell them I am lost again?