you put your hand on mine
tell me I am beautiful
you look into my eyes
but I don't believe you.
you say you want to spend time
you will be around
my eyes fall to the ground
because I don't believe you.
you wrap your arms around me
tell me how good it feels
there they are again
those big red flags
saying don't believe you.
you calm the voices in my head
tell me you are here to stay
but the commitee of my thoughts
say don't believe you.
you say you know me
we are the same
we both lived a life of pain
I still feel all alone
so I won't believe you.
you say 'you can trust me'
'I will not lie to you'
but the past keeps haunting me
and I cannot believe in you.