wanting
waiting
for the sky to fall
the crumbling walls
wishing my sanity
to be sane again
I'm choking on
your words
familiar with
their truths
but also knowing
this is the game you play
uncaring who gets hurts
so long as
it isn't you
and I cant live that way
wondering where we stand
dissecting what we say
I'm manifesting into
someone I use to know
wilting from your heat
cringing from your blows
cowering before you
begging
for your understanding
while you demand
mine
living on my knees
instead of standing
on my feet
this is so unbecoming of me
this I know