humbled pride
hearts divide
thoughts can be my enemy
so I sit here
hope for hope
denying my fear
because I have succumb
the things that scare me
also draw me near
your eyes mean what they say
your actions are unclear
you say you know me
and that may be true
you say you love me
and I love you too
but I have loved
I have lost
and many tears i've cried
told you that im never
any good at goodbyes
I'm trying to stay my distance
struggling to keep my head clear
but in the end
in my thoughts
you seem to be living there
it wasn't like that
too long ago
i was a lonely girl
grasping what it was
to simply just 'let it go'
drowned my sorrows
in lending ears
spent many nights
drinking bitter beers
along came you
with all the answers
who's always right
the one who keeps me warm
on those oh so chilly nights
but you see timing
has never been a friend
to me
i found what i want
but somehow it can never be
give it time to figure it out
this i can comply
but i will not
wait around for you
or ever wonder why
you have always been honest
for this i love you so
never having faultered
that the truth was the way to go
you know it means so much to me
to never have to lie
i told you from the start
promised not to cry
and when you call
i hear your voice
the winds are blowing right
your thinking of
how good it would be
to hold me again tonight....