Lost love

I never knew myself till I tasted your smile.

My world is broken without your breath.

I only feel real with you with me.

I see color all the shades of your beauty.

Only your voice can ease this mind.

I see only half a man when your gone.

I wish to take in your air in one last time, 

Just to know what it is to live again.

The deepest ocean is shallow without you next to me.

Our love is gone,

But I will never forget,

To just be so far is just so cruel.

Your love is my remedy that cures this darkness,

To say I miss you is to say I never loved you,

To say your the air I breath that gives me life is my love for you.

I know only suffering without you here,

For you to be mine and I be yours.

I don't want you,

I am you. 

I don't need you.

I have to have you.

To say I am broken is to say I can be fixed without you,

Pain isn't what I feel,

It is death of this evaporated heart I have,

I never know if I can love,

Or even if I ever want to love again.

These words make me hurt,

I feel this soul extinguishing.

Each breath exiting these lips are meant to be yours.

Pain,

Hurt, 

Torment,

Suffering, 

These are the anthem of this mind that is so corrupt.

As the earth will spin the gravity of it is all for you

I am not lost if there is no where to go from here.

I am not but a husk of what should and will never be,

Each tear shed is my poison that escapes me as I fall in this void that expels all that is me

I scramble to collect them for they are all I have left.

Theses are the breathes I breath.

Each moment is longer then that next,

Why?...

Why?....

Why!?

Why did you hurt me?

"Why" the dagger that plunges deeper into this soulless creature that I see every morning as I wake from the dreams that are only of you,

Yet there is no answer just more questions.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this to ease my pain.

If my friends and family want to soothe me stop it isnt for you but fo me.

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