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I was afraid to have you when i found out i was pregnant
you was an unplanned blessing from God
I decided to keep you yet unsure if i could truly love
you unconditionally,I took a risk & bounded with a son
i never thought i would be able to keep
after a while things started to look like it'll be ok
until that one day they took you away
I felt my heartbreak within my soul i felt pain
that seems to not excape it just lingers around like
the devil trying to collect apart of me
I want to be released & free to fly away from these
shackles of sorrow consuming me, but i can't right now
because i'm grieving & don't know how.
I'm sure one day things will change for the better
& all this i'm feeling will be replaced with happiness.
Until then i sit in this lonely house where your presence
no longer exist ;feeling like shit trying to find a
knew way to be strong everyday!Tears begin raining
down my face as  i stare at this image of you captured  
in a picture,while you slept.
You looked so peaceful eyes closed hand near your lips
& chin;All i can do is adore the appearance of your
chocolate smooth skin! like a painting that looks so real
i can almost feel the masterpiece in it.
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I wish i could hold you in my arms & wrap my fingers
between yours,like shoe strings we was inseparable.
We were meant to be then they stole you  away leaving
me feeling incomplete!
I'd give anything to fix the circumstances we are in
so that you can return home.You was my blanket
you kept me full & warm inside.
Tender reminders of the love we use to share,have started
to become distant memories.
You could barley talk but when you kissed me on my cheek
in the morning i knew you cared! I miss your curly hair.
I miss the sun setting in your smile & the stars
twinkling within your night color eyes.
I'd give anything to fix & make everything right.You kept
the parts of me that where dead alive inside.
I must be a miracle because i haven't a clue how i'm surviving
without you in my life.
With the faith the size of a mustard seed i pray every night
that this storm to i can get through & we'll be back together
soon as mother & son we where meant to be.
I just wanted you to know mama Truly loves & misses you~~*
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