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I never thought i could bare a long distance love
i must admit a challenge for me it is
being so far away from him in another state sitting
as each day passes away,i desire him more &
more!He's right i'm scared to pack up & leave
the familiar,to enter the unfamiliar.
Don't get me wrong there is nothing here for me
but painful broken memories.
A change would be best.
I would like nothing more then to put all the strife
in my life to a rest!I need to be sure this
i wont regret.
I ain't trying to wait until its to late.
I just don't want to make a mistake!See I've been hurt
by so called real men before & made to feel like nothing,
but a cheap whore.

I don't want to experience them emotions again..
I'm trying to open the door to my heart
for him to see the truth to, the secret cries my soul holds.
I want to cherish & grow old with him
but i'm scared!that i want fulfill his needs as a wifey!
He want me & seven kids but it seems i can't keep
even one in my presence!
I want to be with him because he's really sweet.
He's never judge me.
I adore the fact he's accepted me & my flaws!
He never made me feel like a rat
in a tigers pit, getting clawed.
He never came at me foul!The only problem is loving him
from such a long distance.
I need to know am i sure he really wants me,
As much as he says he do,& as much as i want him?
because my heart can't take anymore,
Fulfilled lies, & broken truths.

"it doesnt matter who you love it only matters if its right,you can't help who you love & who loves you".--sohnnie