I must admit in the past i've worn my heart,
Like a tattoo attached to my arm..
I love hard like a atomic bomb...
Red heart shape fragments is fallen all over the place, almost as if raindrops fell from the sky..
I normally listen to what the pattern of thumps inside my walls tell me,
but that ain't always the wise thing to do...
Men have hurt me tugging at my mind,like a puppet with several strings..
Maybe I'm to blame for that because I love hard like a bat to a ball...
I forgave their lies..
No more will i sacrifice my emotions for anotha man's ignorance...
I hear a record skipping beats in my head the same tunes that i'm going to follow..
No more will my feelings be devoured whole,like a delicious icecream cone...
That shit burns bad i can almost feel my soul collapsing..
For too long my skin's crawled away from my bones...
I love the Maury's show but it use to upset me!
Wondering why these dumb bitches lie to their men,sayin the child
belong to them, when it don't..
Why do men want women who don't give two cents about them?
sleep around on them & shit...
Why do men only want the hoe's that treat them
like Halloween a holiday for tricks?
That's no different then a hooker walking the street be careful of the packages
they carry,it might include a std..
You can't make a hoe out of a house wife,so why do men keep trying?
I ain't saying I'm flawless because i'm imperfection!
I just want a man to accept me for who i be, ME!
I think I might've found that special person,his name is Doc Savage...
I ain't ashamed to admit that he is the one I dream of..
Unfortunately he live in another state far from me...
Why this got to be this way?
They say God created women from men's hips!
Well if that's true..
I wish he'd attach me back onto his hip!
Some may call me crazy! Shit i don't give a fuck...
It is wat it is,I think I've fallen in love with him..
The face i see behind my computer screen,The voice i hear echoing
through me...Sometimes i find myself looking deep inside his eyes,
i wanna scream & cry...
Its like torture not getting what i want,Not being able to feel his presence near mine..
It feels like a big cat & mouse game..
Its like he's the arrow & i'm the butt,neither of us know
what corner to turn to meet cupids love...
FUCK!
Show us the correct art materials to use,So we can become a masterpiece..
I want him here in my bed head on my same pillow,body's embracing one another...
He said it best!
What the fuck is happening to him?
I don't Know what the fuck is happening to me..
I'm stingy & don't want to share him with the two states in between...
FUCK Texas bitch find your own man..
Bring mine back to Seattle Washington where he belong,under the same roof as me...
YESSS i know i'm just talking running my mouth like water.
I just have so much on my mind,My emotions are terrified of holding it in anymore..
I just want to let it out for the world & him to see,I think he's the one for me...
All i can do is hope & pray that God blesses me with us meant to be..
Until then i sit here with a little bit of patience sprinkled on top of faith,hoping there
will be he & me...