My minds doing full circles!
It doesn't know what it wants to do...
I got in bad like "usher"
I can't let the feelings burn,like a candle
he remains lit lighting up my inside...
I sit inside a grey cloud pouring bitter drops
along side my skies...
The pot of gold is missing from the end
of my rainbow...
The Suns disconcerted Trying to sort,
through the messy of things...
The desires of him is driving me crazy!
Forgive me for I'm abouts to sin with the
next thought i release...
God answer my letters stop being lazy,
^^About me i think he forgot!
This man i speak of lift's me higher
than any ceiling fan...
I wish he was hear near me as my man!
I'm lost in daydreams...
Are they ever gone become real?
wondering what it'll be like,to be present
by his side...
Realizing the extra sounds of beats
playing within my darkened walls,are
a unique blessing...
I was created with 2 hearts the size of
the world!
One for my children the other for him...
He says he loves me...
I adore him more then the yellow bear
& his honey...
Placing my wrist to my chin hand out
~Muah~!
Blowing him a kiss through the gently
breeze,hope it reached the inside his
lips with a tongue twist...
I love him more than the devil steals souls...
My minds racing!
Racing like them cars it doesn't slow
down until,It crashed completely...
In my dreams i see him,He See's me to..
I'm starting to believe in ghost!
I think they live in each of us,The only
difference is i can see him but he slips
through my fingers like the wind...
I never felt nothing but the cold emotion
of emptiness!...
He's an angel his wings sooth me,
like a comforter...
Looking up winking at the stars..
Silently praying...
Underneath my pillow my doubts laid
like a lost tooth...
Wishing them fairys from fairy tales
would collect my loose faith &,replace
it with him!
I returned from this zone that captured
me for so long just to realize...
Dayumn this was another day dream
he still far away from my reach...
Inside my soul curls up in a corner
& cries for affection...
Tired of waiting wondering when cupid
gone strike me with his arrows...
When is gone be meant for me to
meet Mr right