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My emotions are scattered like seeds,
I never trusted no guy because they full of a diesese
called lies!They never treat me right.In him i thought i seen different
i guess i was blind to reality...
I had the balls to love him three months it took me to be intimate
with him,I ended up regreting that shit.
When he played with my emotions & hurted, someone special to me
I build that security back up!Within the walls is thicker than before
No more being trusts whore...
My hearts numb!
My minds shattered like a broken bottle of red wine.
It happened so fast like a blast i never seen coming...
I was sligtly together now i'm missing like puzzle pieces i'm tryna
find myself.
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Fuck!
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I'm tired of running from my problems.
I want to be far away from this pain i'm feeling,
the kind that seems to never end...
I was barely coping without her without him i'm broken & cold!
My breaths blowing like the wind away from me.
I'm lost & empty...
My souls fadeing.I'm craving sunlight in my darkened world...
I'm lonely pain begone leave me alone,You've stolen 20 pounds
off my bones!Aint you done enough to me to last a lifetime?
If you was flesh you should be arrested.
arrested for murdering my emotions...
I miss my son stop feeding on my hurt like desert.
You've kidnapped me in your traps, but soon i'll be released
from your demons.
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I wasent perfctly joyed but the bit of happiness i felt, was magical
now i'm voided! like a angel torn apart.
Tainted by your evil claws it feels like pain is tatooed to my heart!
I wish i had a lazor to permantely erase its mark.
God knows the truth!
Hopefully he'll reveal it to the law because Hell Naw i would never
hurt the blessing sunt to me...
I was scared to love him but then i decided to cherish
who i miss hugging.
I'm stingy don't like sharing him with the state.
They greedy & want his love!
Crying screaming at the top of my lungs"Give me my son back"
Until then his absence is like hands asphyxiating me,
with its insanity.These tears is like a burgular robbing
me of my smiles.
I miss his sweet g'night kisses in its place, liquid anguish falls
like drips of toture down my spine.
I hate these kinds of emotions spilling over in my mind!
I'm tryna be strong & hope oneday the sun will dry
the misery, crying behind my eyes...
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