I met you almost three years ago parts
of you is still a stranger too me
You where everything
I didn't think shit would turn out this way
My sons farther is all you are
I've provided for his needs
I'm all he knows his mother is all he See's
I can't believe the hell you put me through
Nigga's saying they real yet they heart's
beating fake
I loved you unconditionally
I was stingy not sharing myself with others
I thought i was all yours
You shared yourself with me but see
you was already someone else's
you belonged to her i didn't know
I held a baby in my womb who's farther was
a loser
You treated me like a red headed step child
no different then a bitch on the streets
you smashed my feelings my emotions are dead
You seem surprised that i put up a brick wall
to shield my heart from harm
My mistake for letting you inside my life
You threw my soul down a bloody sea for
the sharks to eat never again will i where
your abuse
I refuse to be used
I wish you would get over me like i've gotten
over you