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Lifes a bitch with a broken halo & pointy horns

she deciving worst then the devil maybe even his queen

she seduces you with evil curve balls that even a bat misses a swing

just when you think everything alright & she become your bestfriends

she shows you her true colors every shade but a flashy red

at night laying in bed in the dark hiding your smiles

behind your tears & your regrets

Thinkin damn nothing can be worst then the struggles

shes left you in she pulls you deeper tighting the knots tighter

shes worse then a women beating husband,shes like a

chain & ball wrapped around your feet trapped until

the day you die,she plays with your mind manipulating you into beliving

everything aint that bad

keep your head up be strong this 2 shall pass,shes a bigger ass

then she'll have you belive like a man she be on some different mess

like a women with a menstral cycle that never ends

I cry inside wondering when she'll give me a break

My soul is been tainted with pain praying that God shows me a better

path because i'm lost walking around in the same circles

like dorthy clicking my heals i want some peace

Until then I'll sit with my head tucked in my lap wondering why she

gives me more grief then happiness

shit happens but why it always happen 2 me

I'm tired of feeling empty incomplete like somethings missing

He tells me i'm his queen & i belive he's my king

But there is the two states between us

I wish he was here so bad i can almost taste his kiss on my lips

it taste like a sweeter bliss then i imagined in my dreams

I gave our throne a gender a women

her name is M.I.A



I cant belive she abandoned me & my king

I have so many emotions running through me where is the switch

so i can cut my thoughts off from overflowing in my mind

I love him if only he knew how much

He's special 2 me in more ways then i can explain

If only he could feel my mental anguish deeper

then what he reads in my poems

I don't think he do because if he did he would know

i'm suffering more then my smiles show

I miss her so much i can hardly breath

sometimes unaware that i been crying in my sleep

until i awake to dried up tears beside my cheecks

i just crave something he can't give me

he can't mail me his handz to wipe the misery from

between my eyes

he can't pick me up when i've fallen to my knees

he can't wrap his arms around me tightly

& sooth me from this confusement i'm feeling inside

It aint his fault that she's missing outta my life

Him being here aint gone make this hurt i carry so deep vanish into the night

I aint mad at him because he's in another state

He can't rewind time & make things right.

I just wish he could be here by myside to hold me while

lifes cutting me deeper then a knife.