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Will Never Stop~~*
Where do i begin?
Yeah...
I was 2 young when i conceived you
at fifth~teen but~~
I was sprung i was gone be a mother 2 a little gurl,
I could call my own!Someone i could call on who wouldn't judge me.
It was the best three years until they took you!
Now it'z been the worst seven years,without you here by my side.
How do i live with that?
Everyday'z a knew one with the same strugglez!
trying 2 maintain my sanity!Trying 2 get through this pain.
itz like your a missing link outta my life.
itz so fucking hard not being able 2 tuck you in every night!
I mean i ain't even get 2 say goodbye.
If only the people who took you away knew what you meant 2 me.
They raped me of something so sweet!
How could they sleep at night?Taking something so precious away.
That shit ain't right!All i have is the ink permanently marked,
in my skin your name tattooed 2 my left shoulder.
I try ignoring your existence so i can remain strong!
i'm burning worst then a flame.
I feel like my brainz exploding & i'm going insane,Like that day
they took my Rightz away.Like the time your voice said you hated me,
cuz you thought i abandoned you.
I wasn't allowed 2 tell you the truth.
I wasn't allowed 2 do shit but paint a perfectly fake smile
across my frownz,so you don't see my pain.
I had 2 remain strong 2 see you,without erased visitz.
I hate i'm so pissed i wanna scream!
My tears are forming river deep puddlez within my eyez.
I'm so lost without you i don't know how 2 cope through this grievance.
I'm apologetic for all the wounds carved into your heart,
from not seeing me.I apologize for all the tear drenched pillow'z
I never got 2 dry,I tried & fought but lost every case.
I miss you
I swear 2 God i love you & will never stop !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
