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This Rain Within My Eyez
I can fill the flamez burning within me i'm so angry..
I tryan fight that demon but sometimez
i want 2 expload like a bomb!
I hear the urge ticking within my eyez the time is flying..
I'm tired of crying..
Itz juzt wasted liquid falling outtah my eyez
down my cheeckz melting within my chocolate face ..
I wish shit was a little less bitter and more sweeter..
I'm tired of trying 2 be strong hiding my pain behind my smile..
I'm tired of being mizunderstood noone understand my pain..
I heard when it rainz it pourz this storm i will get through;
thatz whut i heard!
That statement seemz like one i haven't yet learned...
I'm tired of expliaing i'm tired of complaing yet,
I dont know what to do..
I feel lost inside wanting 2 excape my troublez!
Within they sit like a cold case file noone has solved,
I juzt want to close it but itz so deep..
My heart acez right down 2 the core of my soul..
I'm grinding my teeth my fingerz pulling my hair out..

I'm so angry!!!!

I cant win 4 losing so many battlez going 2 war in my head..
I feel like i'm losing my mind i'm fighting to keep it;
but itz only a matter of time before
all this bottled up shit burst like a anurism on my brain ..
Inside i'm screaming!
Outside noone seez nothing but a smile and think
i'm happy and complete
but truth is i feel empty and weak..
I'm tired of hiding behind liez yet i rather pretend to be happy!
Fake happiness is bettah then no happiness.
I'm making myself belive that bullshit..
Maybe one day before i completly break happiness
will be come real..
I been through and is still going through so much
i feel i'm being washed away
by this storm;The worst kind i ever seen in my life..
Some people go through more strugglez then me
but i'm juzt trying 2 heal from mine!
One day i wanna wake up and everything be fine..
When will the sun shine and dry away all
this rain within my eyez..