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Bittersweet Without YOu(Letter)
Tuesday 12:26AM
I think about you all the time my thoughts are of you..I lost count of all the nights i sit & cry inside..My soul is burned out of all this pain..I wish your presence was near mine..its hard waking up everyday and not seeing your precious face..At one point you where all i had..I can't lie too myself & you..I have too be real..Your brother is amazing you would simply just love him..He would of loved you as his big sister..He reminds me of you in the way he is full of life..He's smiles warms my heart inside just the same as you did..I'm glad & truly blessed too have him ..He makes my rainy skies sunshine..Still apart of me is dark my heart is have red & have black..he's the red & your the dark..I love you but my heart beats pain everytime i think of your name..I wish you was here too be my daughter & your brother sister..You are important too me both of you are..He's here with me & I'm thankful ..Your not here & I'm hopeful that one day it want have too remain this way..Hopeful i get too see your face..Until then I remain bittersweet sweet because he's here but bitter because your not...I love you very much..
this was sweet...keep writing them to help sort out ur feelings.
Sometimes i read your work, and for a moment want to run screaming from the saddness it invokes in me. But then i sit with my paper and pen and can ruminate my own personal feelings and emotions of loss. Maybe i will be honest enough and brave enough to one day finish one of the poems...Until then thank you for being brave enough and honest enough to face your personal pain and post it. It has helped me so much. ~Rae