Poem:
I'm afraid of what i desire 2 walk through his doors
And get preach the truth of his golden words
hanging on by a thread
My head is going insane cuzz it ain't fair how scared
I am of the angels turning there backs
There wings fear me
I'm afraid 2 know the things haunting my mind
is it a crime for him 2 hear me asking 4 forgiveness
I still commit sin's from time 2 time
I want 2 take a chance & sit in his house
Wrapped in his arms away from Satan's bitches
Taping on my soul stealing apart of me
I need it returned
Hoping God don't mind..take them away
my flaws & my pains from inside my chest
The cries are hungry eating me up inside
Sometimes I want 2 die but... I know
If I commit suicide
I'll be greeted a evil queen's throne Lucifer
I've been through things killing my happiness
its trying 2 be reborn but
Gods ignoring my calls & the Walls between me
beings free
My heart in pieces see
I need the man in the sky
he looks down shaking his head at me *sigh*
I think He hates me
u would really hate my church cause da pple there r so hypocritical, they dont show no kinda hospitality at all, it almost seemz like they dont want no one else 2 even have a good connection wit God but them, it gets so damn frustratin, i literally leave out da church wit headaches