Unsure

I can't explain this void,like a bounced check...

I'm broke of her richez,her presence gone & left me with emptyness.

I feel the sharpness of this cold knife cutting me deep inside ..

My pain is like a leech sucken me dry & the wounds seemed to have mutiplyied..

Its like someone took a pencil & erased her out of my life.

My heart fainted!unable to recuperate from this burning sensation,

She's still there but invisible to my sight..

Why?

What did i do to deserve my princess taken away from me,

She was the specialness that kept me locked & keyed in happiness.

Now I'm a diamond lost in the rough...

This situation is tough for me to swallow like 151 proof Bacardi...



It burnz my throat leaving me with a hang over the size of the world,

This feeling is bitter...

Aint nothing sweet about losing her.



I feel weak like she was my strength vanished so quickly at three...

All thats holden me together is a lose thread,blowing away with the wind.

I love my son & my man but they don't replace her,stolen from within,

I don't know what to do but cry a river deep, dark and gloomy...

I wish i had back her with me...

Memories of fireflies inside her eyes have died...

Like a blocked pore she not there anymore...

I'm not sure what to do with these emotions stored...

Grieving for her like a rotten corpes i want restored!Only thing is...

She's not destroyed,she's still hear some where i'm unsure just where...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I miss her

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