I can't explain this void,like a bounced check...
I'm broke of her richez,her presence gone & left me with emptyness.
I feel the sharpness of this cold knife cutting me deep inside ..
My pain is like a leech sucken me dry & the wounds seemed to have mutiplyied..
Its like someone took a pencil & erased her out of my life.
My heart fainted!unable to recuperate from this burning sensation,
She's still there but invisible to my sight..
Why?
What did i do to deserve my princess taken away from me,
She was the specialness that kept me locked & keyed in happiness.
Now I'm a diamond lost in the rough...
This situation is tough for me to swallow like 151 proof Bacardi...
It burnz my throat leaving me with a hang over the size of the world,
This feeling is bitter...
Aint nothing sweet about losing her.
I feel weak like she was my strength vanished so quickly at three...
All thats holden me together is a lose thread,blowing away with the wind.
I love my son & my man but they don't replace her,stolen from within,
I don't know what to do but cry a river deep, dark and gloomy...
I wish i had back her with me...
Memories of fireflies inside her eyes have died...
Like a blocked pore she not there anymore...
I'm not sure what to do with these emotions stored...
Grieving for her like a rotten corpes i want restored!Only thing is...
She's not destroyed,she's still hear some where i'm unsure just where...