Zachary

Why are they laughing?

Am I too old to not carry this weight,

Yet too young to really know?



Cheeks fold over.

Hands grab at stitches and faces

Wrench with the effort of keeping in one’s guts.

The elderly women crumble to the ground.

The hysteria is veiled and menacing.

Dark clouds hang over the procession.

Only their sleeves are soaked.



Pouring rain would find these marble steps

To be a slide of pain

For six stoic men.

I would only be relieved

To let go and fall

Into the company of my cargo

On his very short

Car ride to nowhere.



This is no time to be laughing,

Laughing so hard you can’t breathe.

Can’t--

Breathe.


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