tell me...
that im a good friend,
that ill always
make you happy....
not that,
when you're drunk,
you rather be around me,
then when you're not...
not that,
you havent been happy
since you were at camp...
i dont want
to hear that...
would you like me to say,
that since you've
been in my life,
i've never been happy,
that i've done things,
cause i was hurt by you?
that every minute of the day
i wish...
you werent in my life...
that no matter how much
you lie ot me...
there will always
be a place for you
in my heart...
that no matter
how much you hurt me
no matter how much it kills me...
that no matter
how much i cant stand,
what you do to me...
that i cant stop...
loving you...
it makes me mad,
to know
that no matter
how much
you hurt me
i cant stand a day
without knowing
you're always going
to be there...
it makes me so upset,
to know the fucking truth...