My Fake Happiness

look into my face

can u not see the sorrow?

can you not see the pain?

im just a little girl...

in this teen body...

never had the chance to tell them

i was truly happy...

those words never left my lips...

no one makes me happy...

this is just a lie

a little show

i know how to play...

this is my fake happiness...

the laughs, the smiles....

its all just fake...

but look into my eyes...

the next time you'll see

that there is nothing...

and see a scared girl...

praying to god on her hands and knees..

to just make all this stop....

make it go away...

just leave her alone...

so that she may say...

this truly is my happiest day...

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