Disgusted in myself
Filth is what ill be
I made a mistake
So why shouldnt it be?
Why is it that im called a slut...
I kissed some guys...
To heal my pain...
you werent there
you walked away
couldnt help me
in anyway
left me alone
to sit and cry
telling the truth
about how my life is a lie
nothing more of me...
spilling my guts...
Only because I hurt you...
Dont leave me now
Its been so long
I wanted it right
But really its so wrong....
im sorry for what ive done
I wont be there next time around...
For my life will be somewhere else...
Alone in the dark...
Sitting alone crying to myself
About how life isnt right...