i use to see stars
now i see darkness
emptyness,lonelyness,
helpless,and afraid
i dont want to die
but thats
all thats on my mind
nothing important
not even my life
why?...why God why?
do you have
to put me through this?
who are you to say
who loves me?
i cant have him
so you make me pay...
my life
for my happiness
what is it>
why do bad
things happen
to good people?