i think of your name
i break into tears
i look at your picture
i break down and cry
if i even see your face
ill want to die
im not good enough
not able to be there
not pretty enough
not skinny enough
not rocker enough
not gothic enough
not smart enough
and yet
i still want you
the hurtfull words
they will pass
being with you
could always last...
can i change?
will it make it better?
I dont understand?
i want you
so badly
my bodys aching
from so much pain
from slitting my wrists...